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[the8thmonarch]

It's definitely strange to be used to a shower finally...

And I don't like how full my head has gotten.

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[observershikou.livejournal.com]

... It must be awkward, concerning their expectations to... What is so.

[the8thmonarch.livejournal.com]

They expect me to run a bank.

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

... No offense intended, but I think your head might need to be a bit... "Fuller", to run a bank in the first place.

[the8thmonarch.livejournal.com]

... I'm not that stupid, my liege.

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

I'd expect not, but it's more that you'd need the responsibility to properly run a bank, as well as the experience to do so-- one can not run something that would require you to absolutely take responsibility for any actions that would be accounted for, without first learning it.

Admittedly, I think you might be on a better track than your parents would realize, considering that you are, at least, getting work experience.

[the8thmonarch.livejournal.com]

Was getting work experience.

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

... did they tell you to quit?

[Private to his Leige, Shikou]

[the8thmonarch.livejournal.com]

No, they have one of our servants following me around after classes let out.

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[observershikou.livejournal.com]

...

Ah... So you're not allowed to go to work, while they're following.

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[the8thmonarch.livejournal.com]

No, they'll just report it to my parents, and then they'll cut me off.

Re: [Private to his Leige, Shikou]

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

That's pretty much what I meant.

But... That's depressing, that they can't trust their daughter's choice of occupation, to even be ready for what they expect you to do...

If they expect you to run a bank, then they should at least be promoting ways for you to be ready for it.

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[the8thmonarch.livejournal.com]

"You were bred to do it"

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[observershikou.livejournal.com]

Mn... That seems a bit... Ignorant of a person's abilities. But I guess I can't really say.

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[the8thmonarch.livejournal.com]

Not really when you're born into this sort of family.

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[observershikou.livejournal.com]

... I guess arguing the logic of it isn't going to matter, at this point.

If you can't go to your job, then there's little I can do to change that.

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[the8thmonarch.livejournal.com]

... Sigh.

This feels too familiar.

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[observershikou.livejournal.com]

... Familiar?

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[the8thmonarch.livejournal.com]

Familiar. This all seems like something I'm... picking... up two years later...?

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[observershikou.livejournal.com]

... How strange. Though... Perhaps that isn't as off as it would be, all things considered.

Re: [Private to his Leige, Shikou]

[the8thmonarch.livejournal.com]

What do you mean?

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[observershikou.livejournal.com]

Well... It has been quite a while since your head started to feel... "Empty".

It's expected that there's going to be a feeling of a gap, especially when something feels familiar from before.

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[the8thmonarch.livejournal.com]

This feels too familiar, though.

Re: [Private to his Leige, Shikou]

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

Well... How does it feel familiar? What in particular is... Jumping out at you, I guess?

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[the8thmonarch.livejournal.com]

My parents grinding their heel into my back, my liege.

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[observershikou.livejournal.com]

Ah... Perhaps before the emptiness came about... You were being pressured by them then, as well.