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[the8thmonarch]

It's definitely strange to be used to a shower finally...

And I don't like how full my head has gotten.

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Re: [Private to his Leige, Shikou]

[the8thmonarch.livejournal.com]

What do you mean?

Re: [Private to his Leige, Shikou]

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

Well... It has been quite a while since your head started to feel... "Empty".

It's expected that there's going to be a feeling of a gap, especially when something feels familiar from before.

Re: [Private to his Leige, Shikou]

[the8thmonarch.livejournal.com]

This feels too familiar, though.

Re: [Private to his Leige, Shikou]

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

Well... How does it feel familiar? What in particular is... Jumping out at you, I guess?

Re: [Private to his Leige, Shikou]

[the8thmonarch.livejournal.com]

My parents grinding their heel into my back, my liege.

Re: [Private to his Leige, Shikou]

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

Ah... Perhaps before the emptiness came about... You were being pressured by them then, as well.

Re: [Private to his Leige, Shikou]

[the8thmonarch.livejournal.com]

... Should of known. I vaguely remember that.

Re: [Private to his Leige, Shikou]

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

... I hope that you'll be able to do what you at least want to, though.

Re: [Private to his Leige, Shikou]

[the8thmonarch.livejournal.com]

Nope.

Re: [Private to his Leige, Shikou]

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

Eventually.

Re: [Private to his Leige, Shikou]

[the8thmonarch.livejournal.com]

Probably not.

Re: [Private to his Leige, Shikou]

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

I'm going to hold hope otherwise.

Or else I'll be very annoyed.

Re: [Private to his Leige, Shikou]

[the8thmonarch.livejournal.com]

I'd suggest being very annoyed, my liege.

Re: [Private to his Leige, Shikou]

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

Now, if I end up being very annoyed, that would just sour my mood and my patience.

Re: [Private to his Leige, Shikou]

[the8thmonarch.livejournal.com]

But it's what will happen.

Re: [Private to his Leige, Shikou]

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

You misunderstand.

If I at least hold hope for now, I'll just be disappointed later on instead of annoyed for a relatively constant rate.

Re: [Private to his Leige, Shikou]

[the8thmonarch.livejournal.com]

... I still think that's futile, my liege.

Re: [Private to his Leige, Shikou]

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

I exercise a lot of futility, sadly.

At least I try now instead of giving up.

Re: [Private to his Leige, Shikou]

[the8thmonarch.livejournal.com]

I still don't see the point, your majesty.

Re: [Private to his Leige, Shikou]

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

I guess it would be hard to, from a first view.

Re: [Private to his Leige, Shikou]

[the8thmonarch.livejournal.com]

Huh?

Re: [Private to his Leige, Shikou]

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

I didn't understand the point of doing so at first, as well-- after all, why try to hold hope for something that I'd have no chance for, or determination for something that wouldn't be of my place to do it?

But then I realized that if I didn't at least try to, it would end up in failure due to my own inability. So I at least try to hold the hope that it would happen, instead.

Re: [Private to his Leige, Shikou]

[the8thmonarch.livejournal.com]

You're not making sense, sire.

Re: [Private to his Leige, Shikou]

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

Ah... How else do I put it...

... If I do nothing, because I find no point in doing so, I cause the failure, itself.

Re: [Private to his Leige, Shikou]

[the8thmonarch.livejournal.com]

... It isn't your failure, this is just merely insurmountable.