Wakahisa, Moeko ([personal profile] the8thmonarch) wrote2010-03-05 09:39 pm

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It's definitely strange to be used to a shower finally...

And I don't like how full my head has gotten.

Re: [Private to his Leige, Shikou]

[identity profile] the8thmonarch.livejournal.com 2010-03-06 07:41 pm (UTC)(link)
You're not making sense, sire.

Re: [Private to his Leige, Shikou]

[identity profile] observershikou.livejournal.com 2010-03-06 07:50 pm (UTC)(link)
Ah... How else do I put it...

... If I do nothing, because I find no point in doing so, I cause the failure, itself.

Re: [Private to his Leige, Shikou]

[identity profile] the8thmonarch.livejournal.com 2010-03-06 09:31 pm (UTC)(link)
... It isn't your failure, this is just merely insurmountable.

Re: [Private to his Leige, Shikou]

[identity profile] observershikou.livejournal.com 2010-03-06 10:25 pm (UTC)(link)
And what about you?

Re: [Private to his Leige, Shikou]

[identity profile] the8thmonarch.livejournal.com 2010-03-06 10:33 pm (UTC)(link)
...?

Re: [Private to his Leige, Shikou]

[identity profile] observershikou.livejournal.com 2010-03-06 10:36 pm (UTC)(link)
It will be insurmountable to me, because it is not my family.

But you are their daughter. They expect you to take on a large responsibility without any knowledge of the occupation itself, and attempt to force you down by having someone spy on you.

Don't you think that they do it, because they know you'll just bend over and allow them to?

If such a thing has happened before, then I think the greatest shock would be if you continued to try to work, regardless of who is following you.

Re: [Private to his Leige, Shikou]

[identity profile] the8thmonarch.livejournal.com 2010-03-06 10:41 pm (UTC)(link)
... But I don't want to be on the streets.

Re: [Private to his Leige, Shikou]

[identity profile] observershikou.livejournal.com 2010-03-06 11:21 pm (UTC)(link)
What were you doing before your started to speak to your parents, again?

Re: [Private to his Leige, Shikou]

[identity profile] the8thmonarch.livejournal.com 2010-03-06 11:42 pm (UTC)(link)
... I don't know.

Re: [Private to his Leige, Shikou]

[identity profile] observershikou.livejournal.com 2010-03-06 11:53 pm (UTC)(link)
Then perhaps you should think about that.

There was, after all, a time when you had not even reconnected with your parents.

Re: [Private to his Leige, Shikou]

[identity profile] the8thmonarch.livejournal.com 2010-03-07 02:14 am (UTC)(link)
... I didn't?

Re: [Private to his Leige, Shikou]

[identity profile] observershikou.livejournal.com 2010-03-07 02:52 am (UTC)(link)
Yes.

Or at least, I am quite sure of it.

Re: [Private to his Leige, Shikou]

[identity profile] the8thmonarch.livejournal.com 2010-03-07 03:09 am (UTC)(link)
Could you explain...?

Re: [Private to his Leige, Shikou]

[identity profile] observershikou.livejournal.com 2010-03-07 03:18 am (UTC)(link)
There is a very wide gap between your mind being... Emptied, and you becoming more coherent.

I had heard of nothing concerning your parents, until more recently, from you. Isn't it reasonable to consider that there would be a gap in which you were not in direct contact with your family?

Re: [Private to his Leige, Shikou]

[identity profile] the8thmonarch.livejournal.com 2010-03-07 03:27 am (UTC)(link)
I am unsure. But they say no.

Re: [Private to his Leige, Shikou]

[identity profile] observershikou.livejournal.com 2010-03-07 03:34 am (UTC)(link)
One can easily say it.

But it doesn't mean that's actually the case.

Re: [Private to his Leige, Shikou]

[identity profile] the8thmonarch.livejournal.com 2010-03-07 03:38 am (UTC)(link)
... What do you mean?

Re: [Private to his Leige, Shikou]

[identity profile] observershikou.livejournal.com 2010-03-07 04:05 am (UTC)(link)
It means as I say it.

You've very impressionable, so perhaps it's easy for you to believe it... However, I find it to be impossible, that they've kept constant contact with you, specifically.

Because I know there is a gap in which you were incapable of speaking with them.

Re: [Private to his Leige, Shikou]

[identity profile] the8thmonarch.livejournal.com 2010-03-07 04:40 am (UTC)(link)
They say we have.

...?

Re: [Private to his Leige, Shikou]

[identity profile] observershikou.livejournal.com 2010-03-07 04:47 am (UTC)(link)
And I know that you, specifically, have not. Perhaps Noriko did, but you certainly didn't...

It is nothing that I need to explain at this time. Just trust that there was probably more than you think, before you felt just "empty".

Re: [Private to his Leige, Shikou]

[identity profile] the8thmonarch.livejournal.com 2010-03-07 05:14 am (UTC)(link)
... But I am Noriko.

Re: [Private to his Leige, Shikou]

[identity profile] observershikou.livejournal.com 2010-03-07 05:26 am (UTC)(link)
... Specifically, the lady who told you that I was "important".

Re: [Private to his Leige, Shikou]

[identity profile] the8thmonarch.livejournal.com 2010-03-07 05:40 am (UTC)(link)
... She isn't me.

Re: [Private to his Leige, Shikou]

[identity profile] observershikou.livejournal.com 2010-03-07 06:52 am (UTC)(link)
That is why I don't need to fully explain it, at this time.

I do hope though... That you'll be able to do something.

Re: [Private to his Leige, Shikou]

[identity profile] the8thmonarch.livejournal.com 2010-03-07 06:58 am (UTC)(link)
I doubt it, sire.