Wakahisa, Moeko (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
the8thmonarch) wrote2016-08-25 02:02 am
the8thmonarch) wrote2016-08-25 02:02 am
[Dual Post]
Journal Post
So. What do you do when you want to talk to a shrink. But the one best likely to deal with you is you. And the attitude of any others makes you want to make the shrink quit their job and vanish and show up three towns away.
Event Post
::You find Moeko exiting a flower shop, lighting up a cigarette. Looking at the sky. She's uneasy, bouncing from heel to heel, looking a receipt.::
So. What do you do when you want to talk to a shrink. But the one best likely to deal with you is you. And the attitude of any others makes you want to make the shrink quit their job and vanish and show up three towns away.
Event Post
::You find Moeko exiting a flower shop, lighting up a cigarette. Looking at the sky. She's uneasy, bouncing from heel to heel, looking a receipt.::
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You're, look. I wouldn't have called either of you fake. You both mean different things to me, and I guess I should have just shut up and called you Noriko once or twice proper. Maybe then it wouldn't have felt as bad. Maybe. I dunno. [ He sips. ]
I don't know where I'm going with this. I'm trying for an 'I'm sorry' that doesn't sound like it was pulled out of my ass. It's not easy when the thing you have that's easiest to fall back on is anger.
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Yeah, you should. Mostly ignored the Dark Mist mess. And I'd. Honestly like to be called Noriko.
So fall back onto anger.
::Swings her fist at your fucking face, loser.::
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...No. I did that enough. I'm. Trying to be someone who can wield their anger more than it wields them.
Son of a bitch, that hurts...
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::Snaps her fingers as your groceries float up and fix themselves and land under her arm.::
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[ He's rubbing at his broken nose, gritting his teeth as he tries to adjust it slightly. ]
...Why do you wanna see me act like even more of an awful person than I already am, anyway? Isn't it enough I'm trying to make myself a different person from that shit?
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Anger's got energy to it but the crash kills me. I can't stay mad twenty-four seven, I just don't have the power.
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My rage burns too damn hot to keep me going. It all explodes out and I get so damn mad, but once I'm done I just collapse, moodwise. It fucking sucks.
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And Onni, you fucking nerd, if you burn out, your anger is shit.
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Well then I'm glad it's shit. It used to be awful and all-emcompassing and I don't wanna go back to that me. He sucks and I'd fucking dump him in a trash can.
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Do I look like I give a shit if you do or don't.
::No she doesn't. Though your last two sentences gives her this nasty predatory look.::
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But either, A, you're so cynical that you need to tear people down and make them nasty in that sort of 'idealism is for chumps' way. Or, B, you want to know people are as nasty as you are deep down, so you poke and prod and try to find them to feel better about yourself.
...Also, stop lookin' at me like that, you hate me from the past as much as I do, probably more.
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Though it gives me a feew ideas for later.
::Hands over your groceries.::
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[ Takes the grocieries, hanging them off his arm. ]
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::Stomps her heel into your nose. Fucking ow, but then it feels better. Also she's wearing a beret.::
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...Alright, I guess that's fair, as one 'artist' to another.
See ya around, Noriko. I should probably get home before Shiroko wonders if I got distracted saving a bus full of puppies or something.
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...I really like pets, okay.
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::Pets you in a way of approval. Like she honestly likes you for the moment before she poofs in evil pink smoke.::