[Dual Post]

[the8thmonarch]

Journal Post
So. What do you do when you want to talk to a shrink. But the one best likely to deal with you is you. And the attitude of any others makes you want to make the shrink quit their job and vanish and show up three towns away.

Event Post
::You find Moeko exiting a flower shop, lighting up a cigarette. Looking at the sky. She's uneasy, bouncing from heel to heel, looking a receipt.::

Comments

Re: [Event]

[becomeanwarrior]

Why?

Anger's got energy to it but the crash kills me. I can't stay mad twenty-four seven, I just don't have the power.

Re: [Event]

[the8thmonarch]

Why what. Then you're garbage if your rage isn't keeping you going and you can't keep it going.

Re: [Event]

[becomeanwarrior]

Why does people acting sleazy like that make you happy? Like... what is it about that.

My rage burns too damn hot to keep me going. It all explodes out and I get so damn mad, but once I'm done I just collapse, moodwise. It fucking sucks.

Re: [Event]

[the8thmonarch]

I 'unno. That's why I've been going to fucking shrinks. And then having to squeeze them and make them vanish to three towns over because they keep mocking the fuck out of me or dismissing me.

And Onni, you fucking nerd, if you burn out, your anger is shit.

Re: [Event]

[becomeanwarrior]

...I could offer some theories but I'm not a fuckin' head doctor. I won't say anything if you don't wanna hear 'em.

Well then I'm glad it's shit. It used to be awful and all-emcompassing and I don't wanna go back to that me. He sucks and I'd fucking dump him in a trash can.

Re: [Event]

[the8thmonarch]

Do I look like I give a shit if you do or don't.

::No she doesn't. Though your last two sentences gives her this nasty predatory look.::

Re: [Event]

[becomeanwarrior]

Alright, two theories, kind of general, broad strokes, maybe they do, maybe they don't.

But either, A, you're so cynical that you need to tear people down and make them nasty in that sort of 'idealism is for chumps' way. Or, B, you want to know people are as nasty as you are deep down, so you poke and prod and try to find them to feel better about yourself.

...Also, stop lookin' at me like that, you hate me from the past as much as I do, probably more.

Re: [Event]

[the8thmonarch]

... Sounds like a load of crap. I just find it funny seeing people become more awkward or more selfish and shitty.

Re: [Event]

[becomeanwarrior]

Like I said, broad stroke theories as to why you might get satisfaction out of it. I told you I wasn't any good at this shit.

Re: [Event]

[the8thmonarch]

It might make some sense but what the fuck ever.

Though it gives me a feew ideas for later.

::Hands over your groceries.::

Re: [Event]

[becomeanwarrior]

...Should I ask, or are you going to surprise me.

[ Takes the grocieries, hanging them off his arm. ]

Re: [Event]

[the8thmonarch]

Surprise you. An artist never talks about her work when she's feeling inspired.

::Stomps her heel into your nose. Fucking ow, but then it feels better. Also she's wearing a beret.::

[Event]

[becomeanwarrior]

[ OW JESUS. Well. At least it's fixed. Rubs at it. ]

...Alright, I guess that's fair, as one 'artist' to another.

See ya around, Noriko. I should probably get home before Shiroko wonders if I got distracted saving a bus full of puppies or something.

Re: [Event]

[the8thmonarch]

... Do you actually save puppies?

[Event]

[becomeanwarrior]

I mean, like. If I see them. Usually have to take them to shelters afterwards.

...I really like pets, okay.

Re: [Event]

[the8thmonarch]

...

::Pets you in a way of approval. Like she honestly likes you for the moment before she poofs in evil pink smoke.::