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... I... am unsure of this... because of how faulty my mind is...

But what is being "disowned" like. I... am afraid of it, to be honest. Was... I... really that dis-satisfactory? Or immature? But... I don't like it.

... I apologize if I seem stupid.

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... I wouldn't say that you're dis-satisfactory or immature, but... Why would you be disowned?

...Disowned..?

Because I am too immature to provide an heir.

Were you not listening that night?

... Why are you expected to provide an heir?

One would figure that first, you would need to finish your education, actually be wed, and then conceive an heir.

No, I know. But they actually went through with it...!?

Because I have been too childish.

Of course.

... I don't think that's the case, here... I'll never understand these expectations that families seem to put onto their children...

... But to disown you over something that anyone would say that you're not ready for...

...

I'm so sorry, Moeko-chan...

You are not rich. They disowned me because of my choices in people I am romantically interested in, my childishness, and my inability to commit to the family.

... You. Did your best.

... I'd say something to that first part, but...

I think your family is being unreasonable. A family should not disown a child, just because she is unable to conceive one of her own. They also shouldn't expect a seventeen, or even eighteen year old, to have a child so soon.

I thought that the basis of many parts of this culture was that such actions are considered dishonorable to do, especially before you're even wed.

But I guess not all families will even uphold the basic logic of culture itself.

...Mn. I'm still sorry.

Is there anything I can do...?

... Can I stay. With you?

It was. To prove my worth and dedication.

Not. To my parents. They need to know I will commit. And bend over. To any husband who seeks me.

... ...

I guess I can't really argue at this time, anyway. I do hope, at least, something better ends up happening to you.

...Of course you can, Moeko-chan.

The same... Lord Shikou, is it?

... ... Yes, fine, you may call me that.

I'm glad, at least, that you have found someone to stay with.

Thank you.

Well... the tuition is... processed. So. I'll be finishing. But. I don't know what to do...

Though...

... Mn?

Heh. It's no problem.

I think I know what to do with getting a job...

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