the8thmonarch: (What In The World)
Wakahisa, Moeko ([personal profile] the8thmonarch) wrote2010-05-18 04:42 pm
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... I... am unsure of this... because of how faulty my mind is...

But what is being "disowned" like. I... am afraid of it, to be honest. Was... I... really that dis-satisfactory? Or immature? But... I don't like it.

... I apologize if I seem stupid.
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[identity profile] the8thmonarch.livejournal.com 2010-05-19 12:33 am (UTC)(link)
It was. To prove my worth and dedication.

Not. To my parents. They need to know I will commit. And bend over. To any husband who seeks me.

[identity profile] observershikou.livejournal.com 2010-05-19 12:36 am (UTC)(link)
... ...

I guess I can't really argue at this time, anyway. I do hope, at least, something better ends up happening to you.

[identity profile] the8thmonarch.livejournal.com 2010-05-19 12:42 am (UTC)(link)
The same... Lord Shikou, is it?

[identity profile] observershikou.livejournal.com 2010-05-19 12:45 am (UTC)(link)
... ... Yes, fine, you may call me that.

I'm glad, at least, that you have found someone to stay with.

[identity profile] the8thmonarch.livejournal.com 2010-05-19 12:47 am (UTC)(link)
Well... the tuition is... processed. So. I'll be finishing. But. I don't know what to do...

Though...

[identity profile] the8thmonarch.livejournal.com 2010-05-19 01:03 am (UTC)(link)
I think I know what to do with getting a job...

[identity profile] observershikou.livejournal.com 2010-05-19 01:10 am (UTC)(link)
... That's good, at least.

[identity profile] observershikou.livejournal.com 2010-05-19 01:32 am (UTC)(link)
I think you're a nice girl, and that better things should happen, concerning you.

I think it's a shame that negative events find you.

[identity profile] the8thmonarch.livejournal.com 2010-05-19 01:57 am (UTC)(link)
... I wonder if this is... retribution for being... immature.

[identity profile] observershikou.livejournal.com 2010-05-19 02:01 am (UTC)(link)
... Focusing too much on whether one is mature, or not, makes them miss anything else that goes past them, in their lives.

[identity profile] the8thmonarch.livejournal.com 2010-05-19 02:56 am (UTC)(link)
Apparently... I failed at paying attention?

[identity profile] observershikou.livejournal.com 2010-05-19 03:11 am (UTC)(link)
... If you think you, yourself, failed at it, then maybe you should take this time to try to notice things a bit more.

[identity profile] the8thmonarch.livejournal.com 2010-05-19 03:51 am (UTC)(link)
... It's... a bit difficult to notice things.

[identity profile] observershikou.livejournal.com 2010-05-19 05:38 am (UTC)(link)
I think it would help you more, if you tried it.

[identity profile] the8thmonarch.livejournal.com 2010-05-19 06:06 am (UTC)(link)
As I have said, it is... difficult.
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