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[the8thmonarch]

... I... am unsure of this... because of how faulty my mind is...

But what is being "disowned" like. I... am afraid of it, to be honest. Was... I... really that dis-satisfactory? Or immature? But... I don't like it.

... I apologize if I seem stupid.

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[the8thmonarch.livejournal.com]

The same... Lord Shikou, is it?

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

... ... Yes, fine, you may call me that.

I'm glad, at least, that you have found someone to stay with.

[the8thmonarch.livejournal.com]

Well... the tuition is... processed. So. I'll be finishing. But. I don't know what to do...

Though...

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

... Mn?

[the8thmonarch.livejournal.com]

I think I know what to do with getting a job...

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

... That's good, at least.

[the8thmonarch.livejournal.com]

Yes.

... Do you like me?

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

I think you're a nice girl, and that better things should happen, concerning you.

I think it's a shame that negative events find you.

[the8thmonarch.livejournal.com]

... I wonder if this is... retribution for being... immature.

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

... Focusing too much on whether one is mature, or not, makes them miss anything else that goes past them, in their lives.

[the8thmonarch.livejournal.com]

Apparently... I failed at paying attention?

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

... If you think you, yourself, failed at it, then maybe you should take this time to try to notice things a bit more.

[the8thmonarch.livejournal.com]

... It's... a bit difficult to notice things.

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

I think it would help you more, if you tried it.

[the8thmonarch.livejournal.com]

As I have said, it is... difficult.