the8thmonarch | (no subject)

My doctors said it was... in my head.

I had a Librarian outfit at my job. Before I was forced to leave.

I am Wakahisa Noriko "Moeko". Why would I not know myself?

I suppose that could be the case. Still, sorry to hear that you've been having a rough time with doctors and the like.

It looks very good on you.

Hmm... sounds like you're picking up where Noriko left off. ...or I guess that's you now. Or in a way always was... ah, things like this are so confusing sometimes.

Huh?

Looked.

I am Wakahisa Noriko at the end of it all.

Well, I guess I'm assuming, but it seems like a lot of pressure. I know I poke people enough, I can't imagine what a trained psych would put you through.

That's a real pity. I should have come seen you work while I had the chance, huh?

Maybe so, but you'll always be Moeko to me.

They hit my knee with a small mallet. It went up.

Yes. You should of.

Same difference.

...I think that's more the normal type of doctor.

I don't suppose you still have your old outfits, do you?

So how are you doing, anyway?

They poured water and then had me sit in a hot bath naked for several hours. And then I got a lolipop.

I do. In a closet where security hasn't checked.

No job that I like, so I'm upset.

...that sounds awful. You poor dear.

...Security?

I'm guessing the cosplay job wasn't working out?

The lollipop made up for it.

parents will disown me if I take the job up and they have one of our servants watching me.

Heh. I guess you have a real sweet tooth, huh?

...oh dear. I guess history repeats itself.

It was good.

... Huh?

I'm sure it was. I guess I should have kept some candy around when you were here, huh?

This happened before. When... well, I suppose from your perspective, back before your mind was ripped out.

"Were here"?

... Ripped out?

Yes. Before you went to reconnect with your parents.

...ah. Well... it's a long, confusing story, but... suffice to say, you went mad from the pressure from your parents conflicting with your ability to make any friends. I didn't see the event itself firsthand, but... I did see the results.

...well, I'm sure it'd be confusing for you regardless of how I explained it, but we basically ended up with three Norikos. One that doesn't call herself Noriko, the mind that got ripped out and put in a very different body... and you, Moeko.

I... remember that.

... Then those people shouldn't use my name.

Remember which part?

Names are rarely 100% unique. Besides, they've established their own lives now, more or less. You're the only one who seemed to want to pick up the pieces.

My parents...

I don't... like the fact other people are using my name, especially that woman...

Mm... Well, you're still a lot calmer than you were back then.

It's not just your name, Moeko. There's probably a few other Wakahisa's named Noriko out there, or in the past. Maybe even completely unrelated to you. Think of it as being more coincidence, and you'll be much happier.

... So I should be more upset...?

... I still... don't like someone using my name... like that.

No, no, it's good that you're calmer. Had you been able to stay calm, you probably wouldn't have so many pieces to pick up in the first place.

Well, you're the only "Moeko" that I know of, so just take solace in that.

...?

But I'm also Noriko...

You wouldn't have (literally) lost your mind if you hadn't figuratively lost it first. Probably.

You are also a Noriko. And I don't mean as in "one of the Norikos", but as in being one of the people with Noriko as a name.

...?

... And your explanations annoys me about these other two.

...Stay calm and you'll keep your memories. Longer, anyway.

... Just... forget about them, alright? They've cut ties with your parents, so you're the only one publicly claiming to be that Noriko Wakahisa. That should be enough.

I... was that bad... I don't remember, to be honest.

... I guess.

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