Wakahisa, Moeko (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
the8thmonarch) wrote2016-08-25 02:02 am
the8thmonarch) wrote2016-08-25 02:02 am
[Dual Post]
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So. What do you do when you want to talk to a shrink. But the one best likely to deal with you is you. And the attitude of any others makes you want to make the shrink quit their job and vanish and show up three towns away.
Event Post
::You find Moeko exiting a flower shop, lighting up a cigarette. Looking at the sky. She's uneasy, bouncing from heel to heel, looking a receipt.::
So. What do you do when you want to talk to a shrink. But the one best likely to deal with you is you. And the attitude of any others makes you want to make the shrink quit their job and vanish and show up three towns away.
Event Post
::You find Moeko exiting a flower shop, lighting up a cigarette. Looking at the sky. She's uneasy, bouncing from heel to heel, looking a receipt.::
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Yeah. I have a lot of shitty attitude issues ranging from the fact I take pleasure in seeing people miserable/worsen themselves and I wanna know why.
To the fact I'm a giant bitch with multiple attitude issues who runs on spite and ripping people off.
Might as well try bettering myself since I'm on 'parole'. I guess.
Especially since that fucking mess with Judgeman.
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Logically, um, I think the choice is kinda obvious who you should talk to...
But I guess you can't really trust her or yourself when it comes to it, huh.
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We can't stand each other at all!
It's even more annoying when people call us sisters or stupid crap like that.
And she's so fucking pretentious and snooty like she thinks she's the bee's knees or some garbage like that.
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I dunno, can't she just... pretend she's being professional or something, instead? I dunno what she can do.
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She is professional.
I just think she's a gigantic self ego-stroking tool.
And the first rule of anything is you don't take advice from yourself.
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But it sounds like taking to other shrinks would be just as bad, if not worse??
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Yeah. One Shrink ended up being Freudian and said I had some complex with my mother and doing her.
Another struck me as being a pretentious windbag, so I suggested she find work in a more physically active and challenging field. Which she's doing very well for herself now.
And they all start looking at me with this disapproving look when I tell them I deal in loans and business.
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Apparently they or their families took out big loans.
And forgot to consider interest on late payments.
Which ain't my problem if they're a bunch of mooching deadbeats who didn't work out or plan out the fact they might have hiccups.
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That's fair, I think.
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Point is.
All these shrinks are no help, and the only one that probably would make sense is objectively useless since she and me are like oil and water.
And.
Fuck everything. Just fuck. Everything.
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It's. Just. Like.
What am I supposed to objectively do. When nothing seems to want to work!?
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I dunno really. Maybe shrinks themselves aren't a good idea??
Is there someone else you could talk to, that you'd probably trust the word of?
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... Dunno.
No one besides you and Adam really is willing to give me the time of day. Well. The other me is to a degree. But. That's business.
I dunno who talk to.
And they'd have to be willing to be a chew toy. Since messing with people is kind of a stress squeeze ball for me.
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Or, I dunno, talk to Shikou?? He's pretty straight-forward about stuff.
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People think I'm ass.
... That's a good suggestion.
If Shikou didn't terrify me and make me want to hide under my bed.
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At least he'd probably not give you disapproving looks or be insufferable about things?
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But he's ULTRA SCARY and "Kneel before Zod!". I mean he doesn't act like that.
But he's got this. Atmosphere weighing down on you.
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... Oh right. You're still a relative normie.
Basically. I can "see" him.
And Shikou is fucking terrifying when you can "see" him.
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Though as far as talking to people. Making friends. How do I even do that.
I don't even know people who would bother being around me.
Besides you, of course.
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"Hey, you want a cheap loan with a 500% interest rate, I know a guy".
Yeah, no.
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And while I don't think our relationship at this point is fake, Shikou and the Impostor had to basically force us at shotgun to be with each other.
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