Wakahisa, Moeko ([personal profile] the8thmonarch) wrote2010-03-05 09:39 pm

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It's definitely strange to be used to a shower finally...

And I don't like how full my head has gotten.

Re: [Private to his Leige, Shikou]

[identity profile] observershikou.livejournal.com 2010-03-06 06:28 pm (UTC)(link)
I guess it would be hard to, from a first view.

[identity profile] adaptiveally.livejournal.com 2010-03-06 06:45 pm (UTC)(link)
...I'm sorry to hear that. Is there any way I can help?

Re: [Private to his Leige, Shikou]

[identity profile] the8thmonarch.livejournal.com 2010-03-06 07:05 pm (UTC)(link)
Huh?

[identity profile] the8thmonarch.livejournal.com 2010-03-06 07:05 pm (UTC)(link)
None that I can see of, unless you know how to magically not be under social obligations and what not.

Re: [Private to his Leige, Shikou]

[identity profile] observershikou.livejournal.com 2010-03-06 07:14 pm (UTC)(link)
I didn't understand the point of doing so at first, as well-- after all, why try to hold hope for something that I'd have no chance for, or determination for something that wouldn't be of my place to do it?

But then I realized that if I didn't at least try to, it would end up in failure due to my own inability. So I at least try to hold the hope that it would happen, instead.

Re: [Private to his Leige, Shikou]

[identity profile] the8thmonarch.livejournal.com 2010-03-06 07:41 pm (UTC)(link)
You're not making sense, sire.

Re: [Private to his Leige, Shikou]

[identity profile] observershikou.livejournal.com 2010-03-06 07:50 pm (UTC)(link)
Ah... How else do I put it...

... If I do nothing, because I find no point in doing so, I cause the failure, itself.

Re: [Private to his Leige, Shikou]

[identity profile] the8thmonarch.livejournal.com 2010-03-06 09:31 pm (UTC)(link)
... It isn't your failure, this is just merely insurmountable.

Re: [Private to his Leige, Shikou]

[identity profile] observershikou.livejournal.com 2010-03-06 10:25 pm (UTC)(link)
And what about you?

Re: [Private to his Leige, Shikou]

[identity profile] the8thmonarch.livejournal.com 2010-03-06 10:33 pm (UTC)(link)
...?

Re: [Private to his Leige, Shikou]

[identity profile] observershikou.livejournal.com 2010-03-06 10:36 pm (UTC)(link)
It will be insurmountable to me, because it is not my family.

But you are their daughter. They expect you to take on a large responsibility without any knowledge of the occupation itself, and attempt to force you down by having someone spy on you.

Don't you think that they do it, because they know you'll just bend over and allow them to?

If such a thing has happened before, then I think the greatest shock would be if you continued to try to work, regardless of who is following you.

Re: [Private to his Leige, Shikou]

[identity profile] the8thmonarch.livejournal.com 2010-03-06 10:41 pm (UTC)(link)
... But I don't want to be on the streets.

Re: [Private to his Leige, Shikou]

[identity profile] observershikou.livejournal.com 2010-03-06 11:21 pm (UTC)(link)
What were you doing before your started to speak to your parents, again?

Re: [Private to his Leige, Shikou]

[identity profile] the8thmonarch.livejournal.com 2010-03-06 11:42 pm (UTC)(link)
... I don't know.

Re: [Private to his Leige, Shikou]

[identity profile] observershikou.livejournal.com 2010-03-06 11:53 pm (UTC)(link)
Then perhaps you should think about that.

There was, after all, a time when you had not even reconnected with your parents.

Re: [Private to his Leige, Shikou]

[identity profile] the8thmonarch.livejournal.com 2010-03-07 02:14 am (UTC)(link)
... I didn't?

Re: [Private to his Leige, Shikou]

[identity profile] observershikou.livejournal.com 2010-03-07 02:52 am (UTC)(link)
Yes.

Or at least, I am quite sure of it.

Re: [Private to his Leige, Shikou]

[identity profile] the8thmonarch.livejournal.com 2010-03-07 03:09 am (UTC)(link)
Could you explain...?

Re: [Private to his Leige, Shikou]

[identity profile] observershikou.livejournal.com 2010-03-07 03:18 am (UTC)(link)
There is a very wide gap between your mind being... Emptied, and you becoming more coherent.

I had heard of nothing concerning your parents, until more recently, from you. Isn't it reasonable to consider that there would be a gap in which you were not in direct contact with your family?

[identity profile] pureplainpatron.livejournal.com 2010-03-07 03:26 am (UTC)(link)
Well, I'm proud of you, regardless.

Did you ever figure out what the problem with showering was?

[identity profile] the8thmonarch.livejournal.com 2010-03-07 03:27 am (UTC)(link)
... No.

Re: [Private to his Leige, Shikou]

[identity profile] the8thmonarch.livejournal.com 2010-03-07 03:27 am (UTC)(link)
I am unsure. But they say no.

[identity profile] pureplainpatron.livejournal.com 2010-03-07 03:28 am (UTC)(link)
...huh. It certainly was strange, though.

I see you have new icons again. Seems like you're starting to get a sense of your own identity... that's good.

I especially like the glasses one... very cute.

Re: [Private to his Leige, Shikou]

[identity profile] observershikou.livejournal.com 2010-03-07 03:34 am (UTC)(link)
One can easily say it.

But it doesn't mean that's actually the case.

[identity profile] the8thmonarch.livejournal.com 2010-03-07 03:35 am (UTC)(link)
My doctors said it was... in my head.

I had a Librarian outfit at my job. Before I was forced to leave.

I am Wakahisa Noriko "Moeko". Why would I not know myself?

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