the8thmonarch | (no subject)

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... I want to feel more.

... As well, I wish to use these cards with me.

...other cards.

...considering it's here, you must mean your dueling deck.

Yes.

...do you even know how to play?

Yes.

Well, it probably would be good for you to duel, then. It's something you can do to get to know other people, and since the school is dedicated to dueling, you shouldn't have any real problem finding an opponent.

... Then why do I not have opponents.

...have you... asked people to duel before?

People can't read your mind.

This post...?

...well, it takes time sometimes.

Or do like whats-his-face down there suggests.

Maybe.

Not everyone you challenge is going to agree, though. So be ready for that.

...I'd suggest making sure you clean yourself up, as well, since people would prefer that... but I don't think you'd follow that advice.

... Cleaning hurts.

As you've told me.

I wouldn't want you to be hurt, but at the same time, being dirty is usually bad. People don't like the smell, and when you're dirty you're much more likely to get sick.

Still, we need to try and find a way of cleaning that doesn't hurt.

I like being dirty.

...It's always hard to resist 'dirty girl' comments with that.

I think you'll like being clean better... if we can find a way that doesn't hurt.

... I don't like it when I'm clean. It feels bad and wrong.

... Bad and wrong? I don't really see it.

What about when you look at other people? Do you prefer other people when they're dirty as well?

... Somewhat.

"Somewhat"? Elaborate.

Being dirty is preferable because it means you're not in pain... but clean looks nice, but they're hurting.

Most people feel good after getting clean, Moeko. You're rather... unique in that you feel pain.

... I am?

Yes.

Which is troubling. A basic element of human life should not cause you pain.

It's possible that it's psychosomatic, but it's still... very odd.

... its what?

Psychosomatic? That means it's ... basically in your head. It's quite possible to feel pain despite having no physical reason to feel pain.

... I... something... my head...

What about your head?

... Red....

Can't. Think.

...are you okay?

Yes. Keep... remembering... Red.

...that's very odd.

I wonder what it could mean...

... It was very bad.

...I guess so.

Just... red? Does anything else come to mind?

Glowing.

...I'm not sure what that could mean.

Glowing and Red.

...right, I just don't know what exactly that could refer to.

... Hmm. I shall sleep.`

Alright. Goodnight, Moeko.

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