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... I... am unsure of this... because of how faulty my mind is...

But what is being "disowned" like. I... am afraid of it, to be honest. Was... I... really that dis-satisfactory? Or immature? But... I don't like it.

... I apologize if I seem stupid.

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... That's good, at least.

Yes.

... Do you like me?

I think you're a nice girl, and that better things should happen, concerning you.

I think it's a shame that negative events find you.

... I wonder if this is... retribution for being... immature.

... Focusing too much on whether one is mature, or not, makes them miss anything else that goes past them, in their lives.

Apparently... I failed at paying attention?

... If you think you, yourself, failed at it, then maybe you should take this time to try to notice things a bit more.

Personally, I feel that anyone who would disown their children over anything short of murder or rape or the like are the ones who are faulty, if anything.

Considering they already lost you once, you would think they'd appreciate you more.

... It's... a bit difficult to notice things.

... When did they lose me?

Let's see... a year or two ago. The whole reason your memories started to get faulty in the first place? The reason there are more than one "Noriko Wakahisa"s?

No such thing happened according to them.

I think it would help you more, if you tried it.

...

I wonder if their memories were tampered with, or if they really just are that distant and selective in their memories.

I. Am unsure. But they don't recall a situation with me being out of contact.

As I have said, it is... difficult.

Mmm.

Regardless, while you have been rather... not stupid, but distinctly slower... you've been getting better all the time. And while I can't particularly speak for your tastes as they seem to be... I can assure you that you are not the one in the wrong. It is definitely unjust towards you.

Should you need help, let me know... but it sounds like you have things covered, at least for the near future.

My tastes are something I should of dropped in Middle School.

... I... will try if I need, but I... need to do things myself, proudly.

...Is that what they say, or what you feel?

Fair enough. But it's nice to have an option at least, don't you think?

It's... what society says. It's too immature.

It is. But... I will take you up on the offer if I need to, Erland Eusebius.

...well, what tastes, specifically, do they say are too immature?

Good. I do wish you better luck from here on out, though.

... The fact I like girls.

I'll be sure. To... move further. Thanks, though.

... There's nothing really wrong with that, Moeko. Nor is it 'immature'. There is a phase that a number of girls go through that they just experiment, but a number of women feel that way all their lives... and society is slowly realizing that they aren't wrong to feel that way. So... really, it's your parents that are in the past that's the problem... not you.

Sure.

It's immature as far as I've been told. Though... Oni is... okay.

Well, for lack of any more elegant and convincing way of saying it, they're wrong.

As for the latter... I personally disagree, but I can't really tell you what to do there... only that I suggest getting out of Dodge if he starts to get agitated.

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